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We are always backing away. by ~ToXTheXMorgueX:iconToXTheXMorgueX:



"We are terrible for each other, and, yes, we are a disaster. But tell me your heart doesn't race for a hurricane or a burning building. I'd rather die terrified than live forever." -A Softer World, E. Horne and J. Comeau

Let us first admit that we watch the fire to see it burn, not to try to help. We do not distance ourselves from the things that we wish to help, no matter what you say. We do not back away from a burning building if we intend on saving the people trapped inside.

We are all gods to each other, ghostly pale in the early morning light, humming songs that we don't remember the words too. We are sick of houses without windows, and sick of safe choices, and sick of running out of words to say to everyone else.

The road to hell is paved with absolutely nothing. It is steep and constantly under construction and the best thing to be said about it is that I expect it to be short.

Probably, there's going to be some turbulence.

Probably, you should buckle your seatbelt.

We are wasting borrowed time and we know it, biting our lips and sleeping too late and enjoying the silence. We want to know what it's like to live forever, but we want to know what it's like to die in someone's arms.

I don't think that we can have it both ways.

But we can stay in limbo, if you'd like to call this limbo, this place in between where we want to be and where we can't be. We pity the people who convince themselves that they are perfectly happy, because at least we can admit that we are not.

Because, really, we want to be brave enough to stand close to the burning building, if only to feel its warmth radiating like that of our own skin.

Even if we have no intention of saving the people inside.

I will be your burning building if only you say that you will never back away.
©2009-2010 ~ToXTheXMorgueX
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Author's Comments

A Softer World: [link]

Read that. All of them. Not that you'll have a choice once you start. They've been an inspiration to me for a while, but I've never written anything with one of their quotes. as it makes me nervous--I want to do them justice.

There's not really much else to say, unless you're interested in the fact that the E string on my guitar broke, and that having a headache is kind of like repeating a word over and over again, because after a while you either forget what it means or it just becomes a part of you like anything else. Headache. Head . . . ache.

The E was the string that gave me blisters, anyway.

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As I have said before Moony, your writing amazes me, you have so much talent my love. And I am so inspired by what you write, I wish I were as incredible as you <3

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And I wish that I were as incredible as you, so it balances out :D

Thank you darling <3

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"Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting." -Peter Pan

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Oh Moonykins, you're such a flatterer xD WHY WOULD I EVER NEED A BOYFRIEND WHEN I HAVE MY MOONY! xD
Anything for you <3

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You'll Never Take Me Alive, You'll Never Take Me Alive, Do What It Takes To Survive Cos I'm Still Here - Kill All Your Friends by My Chemical Romance
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I don't know, why are we so desperate for boys, again? XD
:D

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"Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting." -Peter Pan

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Cos they have penises...

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You'll Never Take Me Alive, You'll Never Take Me Alive, Do What It Takes To Survive Cos I'm Still Here - Kill All Your Friends by My Chemical Romance
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that's always a plus.
on a side note, did you realize that 'strap-on' is 'no-parts' backwards? xD

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Mentioning strap-on makes me think you are suggesting something my dear Moony xD
And no, I sadly did never notice that xDD OH THE IRONY.

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No, no suggestions, simply a really bad joke that i heard the other day and thought you would appreciate XD

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Oh yes! I indeedly did xDDD

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