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There's chemistry in the business, just not from this side of the uniform; they're having their dinners on their Saturday nights, fingers grapevining around wine glasses, feet touching under the table. In the corner a man plays guitar, finger-picking his way around the noise of the bar crowd. Men move their chairs around the table to be next to their lovers.
They are too close to notice as I bring them more wine, too close to really be listening to each other.
At a neighboring table, a woman taps her glass pointedly. I pretend not to notice.
In the back, behind the curtain, the radio meshes with the sounds from the restaurant. The man with the guitar tells Jojo to get back, get back, get back to where he once belonged, while Conor Oberst croons through the speakers; I'm glad I didn't die before I met you.
You walk in with a glass of Coca-Cola; say it's got a little tangerine vodka; say shouldn't you be home by now; say you look like you need a break.
We lock ourselves in the bookkeeper's office. Anyone in the world can be a paper pusher, I swear to God.
A man with a harmonica joins the man with the guitar. Is Sister Innocent in the house tonight? He asks the crowd; they jeer. There is so much room for rum in January, and so little room to squeeze out the door.
You smile that We're done now smile against my mouth, unlock the door, and step back into the white noise. I pull my black polo back on, straighten a clip in my hair, and follow; contrary to the words through the stereo, nothing has suddenly changed.
I remember the woman who had wanted more wine.
I step through the curtain, and return.
They are too close to notice as I bring them more wine, too close to really be listening to each other.
At a neighboring table, a woman taps her glass pointedly. I pretend not to notice.
In the back, behind the curtain, the radio meshes with the sounds from the restaurant. The man with the guitar tells Jojo to get back, get back, get back to where he once belonged, while Conor Oberst croons through the speakers; I'm glad I didn't die before I met you.
You walk in with a glass of Coca-Cola; say it's got a little tangerine vodka; say shouldn't you be home by now; say you look like you need a break.
We lock ourselves in the bookkeeper's office. Anyone in the world can be a paper pusher, I swear to God.
A man with a harmonica joins the man with the guitar. Is Sister Innocent in the house tonight? He asks the crowd; they jeer. There is so much room for rum in January, and so little room to squeeze out the door.
You smile that We're done now smile against my mouth, unlock the door, and step back into the white noise. I pull my black polo back on, straighten a clip in my hair, and follow; contrary to the words through the stereo, nothing has suddenly changed.
I remember the woman who had wanted more wine.
I step through the curtain, and return.
Literature
loveisamentalillness
You say it is my fault for forcing
you to imprint scars into my flesh
and bones but I can't bring
myself to care.
You tell me I am beautiful,
I release a breath of relief as
I count my rib cage one by one,
swirls of dark purple yellow black
blue red on my thighs, my once
light chocolate skin fading away
to pale.
You demand I do not see him 'cause
then I will leave you and I do not try to
reassure you 'cause deep down
in my gut, I wonder if you are right.
(I miss him and his soft touches-
I did not believe him when he yelled out
I was falling straight into hell but
I know I should have-I could have been
flying to
Literature
You said
You said you wanted to get to know me,
But you never ask me any thing.
You said you really like me,
But you don't know me.
You said you hope that we have things in common,
But you won't take the time to find out.
You said you wanted to talk more,
But you won't talk to me.
You said Hi,
But I said Bye.
Literature
One Beside the Other
I can't sleep, because sleep and death
are kissing cousins, and I can still feel
death's arm around my shoulder,
a cold, dark intimacy. I can't sleep,
because the day is bleak and reproachful,
saying, You are not You should
You are nothing. I can't sleep, because
if I do, sleep will drag me down,
will lock me in and hold its hand
over my mouth. I can't sleep, because if
I do, it's giving into the pills fine,
you won, now take me down and out.
I can't sleep, because my legs are
too hot and my arms are too cold. I
can't sleep, because when the lights
are out, at twenty, my mind makes
monsters that circle
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Great language and sense of chaos.
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